I had to start going to a new school because mom and dad had to move. Lily went to the school too but I never saw her. I only saw her when we would drive home. One of the days Dad and Beth drove me in my car and parked it for me and somehow got home even though I needed my car to get home. While we drove in I pointed out how everyone seemed so much younger than me. I walk into the school late on purpose so I don’t have to be there for my entire class and I enter this hall where I hear this man’s voice asking if my name is Ben and if I’m here for his differential calculus class. I say yes and see the room where the voice is coming from. When I enter it’s pretty dark inside and hard to see the entire room but I see this old man behind his desk with the only light in the room coming from the TV at the front that’s playing jeopardy. I sit down and I’m the only person in the class and ask from a pencil and paper because I forgot to bring some. He gives me a piece of paper that has all these notes on it already so I can’t even write anything. He then start to lecture about something as he points all over the room at the notes that encompass the entire room’s walls. I can’t really hear him because of the TV and I can barely see any of the notes on the walls because of how dark it is. It ended while he was teaching.
This dream may symbolize that you are feeling a sense of disorientation and confusion in your waking life. The theme of starting a new school and not being able to find a familiar face suggests that you may be going through a period of transition or change, which makes you feel isolated or disconnected. The fact that you felt out of place due to the age difference with your classmates further supports this idea. The dark classroom and the difficulty you had seeing and hearing the teacher may indicate that you feel uncertain about your ability to navigate through this change. You may feel unprepared or ill-equipped to face the upcoming challenges and are looking for guidance. The fact that you forgot to bring a pencil and paper may also suggest that you feel unprepared for this new situation. Overall, this dream may reflect your subconscious fear of the unknown and desire for support and guidance as you go through a period of transition or change.